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Mahashivaratri is a Hindu festival celebrated every year in reverence of Lord Shiva on the new moon night of February. It is a festival which celebrates the convergence of Shiva and Shakti. And it is also said that this day is Lord Shiva's favourite day, celebrated with worshipping, chanting, fasting and meditating. As this is an auspicious day, devotees would fast all day and night long, some would not even drink a single drop of water. The meaning behind the fasting is that only with a light stomach and a clean body the mind can tune into a state of peace and through this grace of stillness, bliss and enlightenment can be reached.
All through the day the devotees chant the sacred Panchakshara mantra "Om Namah Shivaya" which is dedicated to Shiva. In accordance with scriptural and discipleship traditions, penances are performed in order to gain boons in the practice of Yoga and meditation, in order to reach life's highest God steadily and swiftly.
As I am still in India, I was able to experience this auspicious day myself, I was there to feel the energy and to be part of these devotional traditions. On the streets people would greet each other with “Happy Mahashivaratri” and in their homes and temples, the simple celebration of Shivalingam pujas would go on every three hours, all through the day and night.
In the late afternoon I decided to visit Annamalaiyar temple in Town. Arriving there at 6pm I took the side entrance at the West Gate to avoid the long queue at the main entrance where already hundreds of Hindus were queuing up, eager to enter through the South gate, the main gate.
The temple was filled with colours, chants, the smell of incense sticks, saddhus in their orange robes and many devotees arranging ghee lamps on the floor in beautifully organised patterns. Every large space in the temple was filled with Shiva related ornaments in form of large pictures drawn and crafted with raw salt which was coloured before. At first sight they looked like huge carpets and only by closer observation I noticed that it was salt they used to create these arts pieces.
While I walked around the temple I received blessings from the temple elephant who put its trunk on my head after I dropped a coin into its trunk – a beautiful and widely spread practice in temples around India. At sunset all the ghee lamps were lit and the whole temple appeared in an eternal light. I then took the chance and made my way to the inner sanctum where I received Darshan at the Shiva sanctum and later also at the Parvati sanctum. The energy inside was so intense that it touched me deeply and brought clarity to my mind which was quiet busy all day long. Filled with this energy and love, I lit some ghee lamps myself outside the Parvati temple, circled the temple with the “9 planets” a few times and found a spot to sit down to contemplate. While I was sitting there I could hear traditional chanting which was performed just next to me. Diving into the moment I embraced everything happening around me, the smell of fresh jasmine filled my nostrils and my skin tingled. I don't know how long I sat there but when I opened my eyes I felt pure love around and deep within me.
After a few more moments I got up bowed to the sacred mountain Arunachala – which is clearly visible from the inner part of the temple – and left the heart of the temple. To the side of the East Gate, a special stage was arranged and people gathered in groups to listen to the traditional music and to tune in and chant along. Children were running around in a playful way and some devotees would lay down in a corner to rest for a moment. Me too, I took a little rest there, enjoyed the sound and being surrounded by all those people, before I left the temple.
Although the temple was packed, it was such a peaceful harmony that made this festival just an unforgettable experience.
At 10pm, when I left the temple I went straight to the Sri Ramana Ashram to attend one of the Shivalingam pujas. As Lord Shiva appeared on the Earth in the form of Lingam, this is the day when in all Shiva temples, the most auspicious Shivalingam puja is performed. It means that the Ligam is bathed with six different dravyas (substances) including milk, yoghurt, honey, ghee, sugar and water while the monks chant the most beautiful Shiva songs.
According to the mythology, each of these dravya used in the Shivalingam puja blesses a unique quality:
• Milk is for the blessing of purity and piousness
• Yogurt is for prosperity and progeny
• Honey is for sweet speech
• Ghee is for victory
• Sugar is for happiness
• Water is for purity
Having experienced that I was transferred into a different state of peace. Warmth and love filled my heart and tears rolled down my cheeks – I was so beautifully touched once again that same evening. I sat down for a while, meditating and offering my prayers to Shiva and Sri Ramana before I left to go home.
And although the End of Shivratri is only at about 5am, when devotees would go home, take a bath and offer simple prayers while breaking their fast, I felt much earlier that I received so much beautiful energy from Shiva, Arunachala and my prayers, that I fell asleep still being in bliss.
Om Namah Shivaya!
Okay, I have to admit I heard so much about the Law of Attraction, again and again and that at one point I just couldn't listen to it anymore. I thought that it was all crystal clear to me and that for sure I knew all about it.
But then I realised that all that time I just thought I knew about it but that in reality I had no clue how it really affected me and how much I was feeding my negative feelings and thoughts and kept on attracting what I in fact didn't want. And by doing this I got frustrated and sad and was not realising that this was so absolutely contra-productive and bringing me deeper and deeper into the area of discomfort.
Just recently out here in India I had such a day where everything seemed to be against me, when actually all that was against me were my own thoughts and feelings causing certain events to happen. It started in the morning and got worse. With everything that didn't work out well, I had another negative thought arising and I started feeling more and more frustrated and angry and even expressed this frustration verbally. That day I realised that what I needed is peace for myself and this means being on my own and trying to relax, just being in the moment – which I did. I went back to my room and an inner energy made me think of the book “The Secret” and that there is also a movie about it. So I looked it up on YouTube and indeed, the whole movie is on YouTube to watch for free! I started and somehow connected immediately with it. Yes, I know I heard it many times before but this time I realised that it got further in my mind, that maybe for the first time I realised the power and the truth behind the “Law of Attraction”. I listened to the comments and stories that were told in the movie and had it all in front of my own eyes, I could recollect story by story as if they were all my own experiences. In fact, so many things I could identify as my own feelings and my situation I was currently in.
Through my yoga practice and especially pranayama and meditation, I learnt a lot about the mind, the way I think and how it is all influencing my body, soul and more importantly my happiness. The more I think the more restless my body becomes and once the thoughts are negative it all takes a bad turn. How can I have a negative thought and then expect that something beautiful will arise from it? Seriously, if I wake up in the morning feeling not good because I have to get up, how should my day start? With happiness and some great news? Of course not, what an illusion. If I put my sour face on and get up already feeling grumpy then this will all come back to me in the same way. I leave the house being late, get angry when I miss the bus, spill hot tea over my dress and think that the whole world is against me. Great!
What about a nice, beautiful and relaxing song instead of an already aggressive alarm? A song that will make me smile only by hearing it. Just this little detail will change my day completely as by waking up with a smile on my face, my heart will be smiling too and so will my eyes be filled with sparkle when I leave the house and jump on the bus. With that sparkle in my eyes I will find that everybody is giving me back some sparkle and my day starts in a positive and harmonious way. Isn't that what we all want? It actually is very easy. I don't say that I am now 100% positive and always fully aware of my thoughts and emotions, no, that would be a lie. But I try to be more aware of my thoughts and accept my emotions, observe them but don't attach to them. I try to live with more awareness in the present moment, take things slowly and try to not rush into situations, so that I can always choose a positive thought over a negative one, should there arise any thoughts. In fact, I even try to avoid thinking at all and just be. I am finding my way in feeling love while being in the “now” and spreading this love which is called unconditional love. Love and kindness is what makes a difference, what will lead us to the answer: “who am I”...
We are often told to follow our heart in the direction of our dreams, but what if we’ve lost the connection to our source? It’s so easy to look outside of ourselves to external sources and compare, envy, or, day-dream of another life. But, with practice, we will discover that everything we need is already within. It’s just a case of learning how to open into the essence of, ‘I am.’ In yoga, there is a mantra that we use to do this, the So Hum mantra. It translates as, ‘I am all that is.’ What this means to me is that when I truly look, I can find a part of myself in everyone and everything that I come into contact with. The good, the bad and the ugly. There is no divide. Each time I choose to judge or criticize anothr, it is at that time that I am finding fault within my own self. This practice of realizing that I am connected to and create everything around me becomes quite exhilarating and sobering. When I am repeatedly come into contact with people who I see as offensive, stubborn or selfish, it’s time to look in the mirror and find in what areas of my life am I that way? As humbling as this is, the purpose is not to chastise one-self but to find space within oneself for a deeper level of empathy and compassion for oneself.
This is where Anahata Chakra, our Heart Chakra, comes into play. Many of us are aware of our heart chakra, but did you know that the heart chakra is the one chakra that has two layers? Imagine one, the front gate, so to speak, is an English Spring garden green; this layer is the love and compassion we have for others. We are often fairly good at opening this area. We have songs which depict, ‘Hopelessly devoted to you. ‘ Movies that are made about falling in love, madly in love. And, usually we find it easier to love others and give to others. It’s how we are taught. From an early age, we are taught not to be selfish, but to share. But, are we ever taught to be kind to ourselves? To not judge ourselves?
This is where you walk right through that front gate. As you open the gate, you see, there is more that lies within the gate, the actual garden. This garden is filled with Valentine’s Day pink flowers, (or ‘Barbie pink’, if you have an eight-year-old girl!) that grow on a tree filled with fruit and enchanted birds. It is known as, ‘The Wishing Tree’ for It is said that when we truly accept and connect to ‘I am’ that all our innermost hopes, wishes and desires come true. The irony is, of course, that when we are completely accepting and loving of ourselves we wish for nothing as we are free from the binds that tie us.
It is from this Wishing Tree, that we begin to grow roots of confidence, self-worth and from a sincere place of loving one’s self. As our roots deepen, as do our ability to see more clearly each time we lose sight of the essence of ‘I am.’ We extend from a place of compassion and feel connected to and part of our community, our tribe. It is from here that our other chakras, or wheels of energy, begin to balance. As we become grounded in who we are and our place on the earth, we begin to sprout branches and rise up to meet other’s in likeminded ways. So, our heart literally begins to extend up, out, down and around.
For this season of love, take a moment to love oneself as well as loving others. Find out what makes your heart sing, fills your spirit with joy and what connects you to your fullest expression of ‘I am.’
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Have you ever been angry and someone told you to "relax"? Or perhaps been upset, anxious or stressed and been advised to "just relax"? Maybe suffered with insomnia due to too many thoughts? Unfortunately finding relaxation is not so simple. In fact, when we are told to relax we very often tense up or get more stressed because of the pressure to relax.
The yogis have the perfect solution: the practise of Yoga Nidra. A technique comprised of various meditation, breathing and awareness techniques to create calm, release and ease in body and mind.
Translated as Yogic Sleep, Yoga Nidra, is a guided relaxation where we remain awake and aware. It takes us into a state of complete rest without the pressure of being told to relax. In fact, you are never told to relax but given specific techniques that occupy mind and body and relaxation occurs all on its own. It is said that 45 minutes of Yoga Nidra compares to 4 hours of sleep. Most practises last from 25-40 minutes.
The practise can be immensely healing. A proper Yoga Nidra is much deeper than a "relaxation" or short guided Shavasana. It is a Tantric practise which which includes Nyasa (bringing attention to different body part/body scan), guided imagery and breath awareness. Some teachers may include powerful symbols, chakras or mantras.
You will start resting in Shavasana making sure you are warm and comfortable. The teacher will guide you to settle body, breath and mind. Perhaps you have a Sankalpa, a resolution or intention, for your practise. From here you will be guided into a space of complete "letting go", healing and rest.
On spiritual level we awaken our consciousness and Yoga Nidra becomes a meditation. It offers us a break from external impressions. Here we can find our Truth, Centre and Self. When we reach such a state of consciousness there is potential for immense growth and peace.
In a world where we are in constant stimulation and glorify busyness Yoga Nidra is a tool for complete relaxation for our nervous system. An escape from an outward chaotic life towards a peaceful and content inner life.
There are many Yoga Nidra recordings for download. You can find few FREE recordings on my website.
Enjoy your Yoga Nidra Practise any time (after yoga, as a morning meditation or afternoon refresher) - and let me know how you get on by connecting on facebook, twitter or instagram.
Anja Brierley Lange
Founder of Yoga Embodied
Nearly 15 years ago I arrived in Val d’Isère from a frantic London base to a complete change of lifestyle. Sales manager in an IT firm I had fallen in love with a ski instructor and was following a shift in destiny that was about as dramatic as you could imagine. From BMW driving sales exec to ski bum – well not quite. I juggled for another couple of years between the world of commerce & Southern European sales & life in a ski resort getting married to said ski instructor in the process before eventually leaving and taking a different route.
Fully installed in the mountains of Savoie I decided to dig even deeper into the realms of following ones dreams and passions. I became a yoga teacher. Yoga had been my safety net to stress and tension during my years in sales, travelling and living an all too stressful life saving me from terrible digestion issues so it seemed only natural to choose the path of yoga to continue my way towards happiness and freedom.
There were no teachers in the mountains, internet sessions were not all the rage at that time so I was alone with DVDs, books and the teacher training retreats and sessions I travelled to. I started teaching in small classes in Val d’Isère, Tignes and Ste Foy and as seems often the case in my life leading the way in these skis resorts as they knew little of yoga and doors needed knocking down. Now 12 years on not only do I continue to teach in my beloved mountains harmonising ski and yoga but have encouraged others to practice and indeed to teach, I have launched the first online yoga web site in French to help those in a similar situation to me and am in the process of welcoming yogis to Val d’Isère for the second edition of the Yoga Festival in this beautiful ski resort – and with the full support of the Tourist Office, a thing I thought I would never see.
BKS Iyengar says that in order for seeds to flourish you have to first tend to the soil, prepare the ground then nurture the seed first with a little water and food, with sunshine and love… I like to think that’s what I have been doing up here all these years – nurturing the soil, tending to the seeds and waiting patiently watching in wonder and awe as the seeds grow, spread their branches and sprout leaves.
The Yoga festival in Val d’Isère (28th February – 2nd March 2014) is in many ways a fabulous testimony to BKS Iyengar’s teachings and I am proud and thrilled to see what has happened from humble beginnings to the present day. Three days of yoga, music, dance, gratitude, healthy living, precious moments that I am so pleased to share with friends new and old, teachers and my children who are now 5 and 10 and are flourishing in the incredible place.
Do I regret leaving London and its bustle and hustle, no. I miss friends and the fabulous culture you enjoy there. I miss the UK for family and the just so British sense of humour that I love but I have found a land to nurture where seeds I have planted have started to flourish. The mountains of Savoie have become home and I am marvelling at this gift that God has given me…
For more information on the festival: www.yoga-festival-valdisere.com
Wellicious will be joining the Om Market with their gorgeous clothes – Namaste.
Charlotte Saint Jean
I am currently based in Tiruvannamalai, South India where I teach yoga and meditation to children at the Sita Devi Yogamaya Charity Nursery & Primary School. At the moment we have the nursery running which consists of up to 30 children, all aged four and our plan is to take more children on board by July 2014.
Yoga for children is very important and it has to be taught in a different way then you would do a class for adults. The age groups are divided carefully depending on their motoric skills and their overall mental state. For very young children it would be too difficult to add meditation as staying still is almost impossible for them. However on the other hand, those younger ones like movement and stories, so it is important that we not only have a class plan but a full story behind. And then, all you have to do is taking the children on that journey by letting them be part of the story, letting them live and feel the story. It's also okay if they like to take over and add their ideas to the story, as long as it doesn't disturb the class but helps them to grow and understand the principles of yoga.
These kids are only four years old, so I try to include a lot of movement, a game, songs and some laughter. The two teachers are my assistants who sit in the back and help me when I need them to say something in Tamil which is mainly before meditation to make them aware to close their eyes and not to talk, to sit straight and be still.
I teach the class daily and change the sequence monthly to give them a bit of routine and repetition. We usually tune it with the Om chanting while having our hands in namaste (prayer) position. Then we use the balloon breath which is really a great tool to do a basic pranayama and also to calm them down. They love it and I add it at the beginning and end and inbetween whenever I feel the children are getting fidgety.
They do love the story about going to the forest and seeing all the animals. And even though at the beginning they were a bit reluctant in joining in, they now know what to do when I call out the name of the animal, some even remembered the sequence in which the animals follow after only a few days of the same session. I do let them make the sound of the animals and let them carry out the asanas in a playful way. They also started to take over when whe do the train; they would say “slower” and then “faster” and so we would go moving slowly and then moving faster (same with the bycicle). I like that at the beginning it was one boy who started it and now even the girls join in and call out “slower” and “faster”. I love to observe them and to see that even the very shy girl who for almost one week did not move and only looked at me with big open eyes, is now enjoying the yoga. I am happy I gave her the time and didn't force her. I felt that she just needed to figure out what we are all doing. She is a very awake and observant girl and now she feels confident and comfortable enough to join in.
In general I am very surprised how well they follow and how quiet they are. They only disturb the class sometimes during meditation but then I open my eyes and give them the sign to be quiet by putting my finger on my lips. Usually this works. And there are only a few of the 30 who are a bit disturbing. Many sit still but wouldn't close their eyes and then there are a few who really go deep during meditation. When I bring them slowly back to balloon breath, I can observe how they get out of a deep relaxation/meditation.
It makes me happy that they enjoy yoga and see it as fun and still it is doing something more subtle to them which I can already feel. The teachers are also enjoying it and support me fully.
For me it is one of the most beautiful gifts, to share my passion of yoga with these beautiful souls and being reminded that yoga is a connection, unity and we all benefit from it in a spiritual but also physical way.
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It is used as a sauce or dip or even a drink.
There are different types of raitas and they are prepared with mainly three base ingredients: vegetables, pulses and fruits. These are mixed with yogurt and flavoured with a variety of seasonings to make different types of raita.
Try this light, refreshing and delicious raita with your next Indian rice dish.
- 1 liter fresh yogurt
- 100g coriander
- 50g fresh mint
- half green chili or more if you like it spicy
- dried coriander seeds
- juice of half a yellow lemon
- salt and pepper
Grind the fresh coriander, fresh mint and chili while adding the lemon juice and some water.
Then mix with yogurt, add salt and pepper. Roast the dried coriander seeds, grind and also add to finish.
Now enjoy this tasty raita either as a lovely digestive drink or mix together with rice and vegetables.
(By Sarah Stevenson)
Though no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending.
It’s that wonderful, hope filled time of year again when we let go of the things that no longer serve us and set intentions to bring in what will. Yogis, in my opinion, are some of the bravest, openhearted creatures around. Two characteristics, when lived fully, which can really transform a life. The daily practice of yoga has the ability to peal away the layers of the outer self and reveal to us the richness and beauty that lies under the surface. Yoga teaches us that living in the moment offers the best possible perspective to any given situation. The goal must be to apply this to every aspect of life especially when facing a brand new exciting year. I would like to offer a practical guide to digging deeper into your resolutions and goals this year in order to succeed.
Clear Your Mind
The first step to finding a resolution that will implement positive change in your life is quieting the mind. The goal must come from the deepest part of you in order to really plummet you forward in a direction you desire to go. I use the Japanese form of meditation which is characterized by the pairing of deep breathing and reciting mantras. The brain is only able to do one thing at a time. So you are pushing away the negative self talk, the opinions of others and the messages from the outer world and replacing it with breathing and mantras. This will connect you to that deep space within that contains the details of your life that are ready to rise up.
Affirmatively State Your Goal in A Detailed Manner
Now that the mind is clear of debris and chatter it is time to really get down to figuring out what you want to accomplish. It can be as simple as how you define or word your goal. Cease from phrasing your resolution as a negation like, “I will stop eating junk food” or “I will break-up with my abusive partner.” Negations really limit the depth in which you can go within your resolution. Open up the resolution by replacing the negation with an affirmative statement like, “I choose to eat healthier this year” or “I will make myself available to enter into a healthy nurturing relationship.” This frees up space within the goal, giving you the opportunity to grow in so many different life-altering directions.
Dig Deeper and Ask Why You Want to Accomplish This
What do you believe your life will look like once you accomplish this resolution? It is important to go beyond the surface of the resolution to identify what you think this goal, once accomplished, will offer your life. A perfect example is the common goal of losing weight. People naively believe that losing weight will bring them love, acceptance and a deeper sense of self-confidence. Only to find that once they lose the weight none of those things come along with it. It’s possible that some personal emotional work needs to occur instead of a physical change or along side the physical change. Become a personal archeologist and figure out what the underlying need is within the resolution. If losing the weight will help you have a healthier heart, allow you to have more energy in your everyday life and increase your sex drive then you can be sure that losing the 15 pounds is a physical goal. If you are looking for more than the physical you want to put more than the physical into the solution. It’s possible you may want to work with a therapist or healer to help you move through limiting beliefs cause by past trauma. Be very clear what it is you are trying to accomplish.
Create a Full Proof Plan
Be smart about how you are going to make this happen. Realize that if you had the complete knowledge of this particular goal you would have likely already accomplished it. So come to the situation in the form of a pupil that must to learn your way to the solution.
Educate Yourself: Run to the experts when it comes to fully informing yourself about the resolution. If you want to eat healthier you may want to think about making an appointment with a nutritionist or reading a book written by a tried and true health food guru. If losing weight is the goal, figure out a from of exercise that will be fun for you and that will appeal to your schedule and budget. Educate yourself on what could happen if you do not implement this change. Knowing that someone in your situation could have a heart attack if you keep the weight on may inspire you to really take this resolution seriously.
Tap Into Your Support System: Accountability is a must when it comes to keeping your resolutions. Tell everyone you know what you plan to accomplish so they can keep you on the straight and narrow. Post it on your social media sites and ask people to keep you faithful. It is a lot harder to break a resolution when you know you have hundreds of people pulling for you.
Apply Positive Reinforcement: Everyone needs a “Thatta Girl!” from time to time. So make sure that you are giving yourself a pat on the back each time you reach small goals. If you are staying committed to exercising consistently be sure to treat yourself to something new to fit your body that is shedding pounds. Make sure the gift isn’t the thing you are eliminating from your life though. So if you are vowing to eat healthier the reinforcement of an ice-cream sundae with extra whip cream is a step back. Research suggests that intermediate reinforcement can help lock in new habits.
Stay On The Path: Be sure that you are staying committed to the things that do work for you. Knowing where you are on the path is of up most importance. The best way to stay on the path is to keep you in the moment. It allows you to be fully aware of the opportunities that rise in that exact moment. A consistent yoga practice consisting of 3 to 5 days a week will keep your body and mind in check and present. It is also important that you begin a daily meditation practice that will calm your mind and connect you to the deepest, wisest part of yourself.
2014 is your year! By full proofing your New Years resolutions you are setting sail on the sea of success. Allow your resolutions to penetrate your body, mind and soul yogi style. By consciously creating positive resolutions you will transform the world you live in.
Who doesn't know that special feeling of getting home. It's deep, warm and just giving you comfort and security, isn't it? Even when you are far away from what is “home” for you, you can always trust your intuition when it comes to the question “Do I feel at home here?”.
Within the last few weeks I was lucky to experience this feeling twice.
First when I flew from Zurich – my home by birth right – back to London which now I for sure know is my home by choice. We landed and as soon as I got my foot on the ground I felt a connection and a deep grounding. There is something about London I cannot explain but it feels like an anchor in my heart and will always bring me back. I went to Zurich to find out if there is something that I should be doing in Zurich and the longer I stayed, and the more I knew that my dharma lies in helping others, serving the divine mother, sharing my love and passion with others, I realised that Zurich is just not that place. London on the other side opened its doors to me widely and gives me so many options that at times I find myself overwhelmed, still not feeling that this is the place I meant to be right now to fulfil my dharma.
It happened in January this year, while on a yoga retreat of my teacher, I finally found the place my heart was looking for over so many years. It's a small village, 20 kilometers out of Tiruvannamalai, the home of Sri Ramana Maharshi, the sacred mountain Arunachala and the most important Shiva temple in South India. When my teacher shared the information with us that he will open a charity nursery and primary school for the children of that community, my heart did jump for joy as my soul instantly knew that this was the end of my long search.
And so, here I am, surrounded by lush vegetation, coconut palmtrees, rice paddies, farmland and incredible people. Pure energy is all around: the smiles and happy faces of the children, the different noises especially at night when the frogs and insects are competing in a huge concert, then there are all these unknown smells as well as tastes of food that only you can find here in India and will not be the same anywhere else. Simply put: the air is filled with unlimited beautiful energy which one can explore step by step. And this is exactly what I am doing. Step by step I am getting into community live, observing their habits and try to help with new ideas and get a structure for the school as well as growing on my own personal spiritual journey. It's beautiful work and everybody is so helpful that very fast and easily I feel at home here.
The first time I came to India, it was three years ago in October 2010, I had a similar strong feeling when I was waiting at the immigration counter at Delhi airport. Above the counters were huge hand mudras displayed which immediately gave me the impression of being welcomed. Although I had never been to India before – at least not in this life – it all felt so familiar and comfortable. I knew back then, that this would not be my last time in India but that a special journey had started.
Arriving at home, this at least is how I felt, when I got to Tiruvannamalai and then to the ashram in South India, Tamil Nadu. This place is home for a few hundred Indians too, not even counted all the animals and all the many acres of land. Its main business is agriculture and so we too have many fields to look after. It's a different kind of home I am used to back in Europe but I know that for the time being this is exactly where I have and where I want to be. A place to be happy, a place to retreat and be in peace with yourself, a place to offer my services and my skills.
I am sending my love and gratitude out to this beautiful community and hope that I can bring as much joy to them as they do to me.